FUCK YOU
Different you. Inconsequential you. You who I have and always have had zero interest in, you who I cannot get to leave me the fuck alone.
I get that you have a crush on me, and I get that it could be difficult for you to deal with. In fact, I empathize! I get where you’re coming from. Granted, I fell for a guy who was well within my league…you?
Look. No, actually, stop looking. You stare me down every time I’m around. You focus all of your energy on absorbing my every move and it is smothering. You feel the need to react to absolutely everything I do like you’re in on it when you’re not! I’m entertaining. You aren’t. If you’re really into me, shouldn’t you let me do my thing rather than trying to quash it with your own lumbering personality?
You know how I told you about him? Remember how I said that I liked him, a lot a lot? You know how, yesterday, when you were in my room unwanted, I said I was going to see him? Did it register that, even in that moment, I was choosing him over you, even at the smallest level of who I want to spend time with? Do you sense a theme at ALL? Who the fuck gave you the right to ask my roommate what’s “going on” between me and him? What fucking business is it of yours? Regardless of what’s going on, you know that he’s the focus of my interest. Stop trying to muscle your way into my life!
I have literally no use for you. I genuinely never want to be in your presence. I find you rude, obnoxious, condescending, pretentious, and—to be very blunt, and to address the very LEAST of my concerns—unattractive. This isn’t me being a bitch because you like me and I have some kind of perverse advantage over you. This isn’t how I treat people on a normal basis. This is me addressing the fact that you have had no respect for the signals I have given you to give me some space. You do not respect my boundaries and that isn’t okay. This is me telling you that your personality is offensive to me. Stop trying to foist yourself on my life; stop trying to pretend like you have some kind of rights to me. You don’t. Fuck you.
